Weird Me

There's probably something wrong with me and how I was raised. It's like everywhere I go, whatever I do, whoever I'm with, I feel like I don't have the right to do anything. In my own standards, everything I do and say is a risk. I'm used to it and that's pretty much the reason why it's easy for me to take risks. At the same time, however, it's not easy for me to take control and exercise power. It can only be a dream for me to be able to stand on my own at the top of the world. I do feel like I'm at the top of the world with you, though.