Tired Of Resting

Okay. i tried really hard to begin with "I have never put much thought on..." but i failed. See? I do not know anything important that I've never put any thought on because I (tend to) overthink. Right now, I have more than a week (nine days) to do things I want to without any workload from school to think about. Still, I can't seem to relax. After one term in college, I feel like I became poor. Not financially, though, I already am. However, I now seem to be able to see what I lost in trying (well, not really) to blend in. I say not really because there was no trying. It just so happened that someone's fart from a different continent passed and suddenly I have friends in college. And now that a term of being with them is over, I have nine days to evaluate what I lost from what I gained. I lost a lot of things. I lost my phone. Well, that's actually something with so much sentimental value. I really miss high school now. And for some reason, I still tend to write it as "highschool" and then feel stupid while rewriting it. I miss the (seemingly) intellectual exchange of retorts with my (um) wise(?) friends. I still kind of get that in college, but not from a lot of people. In fact, so far, only from two. In college, what normally happens with me is, I run out of statements that people would get. For some reason, if I use the same kind of thinking (I wouldn't say witty) I used in high school, it would seem out of this world. No offense to my classmates, but I kinda had to downgrade. It's contagious. Actually.