One thing about sacrifices is that they have to be for necessary reasons. In high school, one of the important things I learned is how to prioritize things. And now in college, I know by heart that my studies HAVE to come first.
Joining the university's theater guild, I knew that one of the consequences would be having to head home late everyday when preparing for a production. What I did not sign up for was the part where they leave me a few hours to sleep and procrastinate, and only Sundays to cram for all my studies and go to church.
Why I'm pissed off now is because I do not want mediocrity. I've known how to fear being mediocre. It's so close to the thing I fear the most. Failure.
And how am I supposed to be at my best when I can't even rest?
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